You taught me is was normal to feel alone.
Wednesday May 16 01:47am
At times I want to cry because of how you’ve affected my life. I want to cry because you made it hell. I want to cry because you put me down so goddamn much. I want to cry because I know I’m never going to be able to mend our friendship. You were all I used to know, but now you’re just one simple memory with too many fucked up details. You ruined a perfectly good girl. You ruined someone that could have given her all, but is too scared. You made me feel like showing emotion is a sign of weakness. I never want to go back, and it hurts to think about it. I feel sorry for you now, though.
Wednesday May 16 01:45am
I miss the times when I had no emotion towards anything. Crying makes me feel weak.
Monday May 7 12:39am
Why would you say you came home to see me, but then not even see me for more than an hour? You’re totally making sense right now.
Sunday May 6 07:25pm
